Father’s Day …
Father’s Day is today. It’s always secretly been a day that bothers me for a variety of reasons. The whole “Dad” issue still bugs me today even though I try not to think about it after all these years. On top of that, I’ve repeated things in my own child … and I admit, I feel some guilt about it, but I’ve never lied to him about his Dad. I know I can’t blame myself for his Dad’s actions (or inaction), but it has always bothered me and given me a small sense of failure. But today he had a great day but I know deep down his misses his own Dad, he’s just playin tough for me. Love em.
On a much brighter note, I got to spend today with “Mr. D”. I tell ya, this fucker is growin’ on me. He’s seriously a punk ass (like me but I don’t wanna admit it). He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He’s easy to talk to about anything. We have a ton of similarities. He’s a good friend to his friends. He’s intelligent. He’s not needy and understands I like my space. It’s almost that “too good to be true” feeling I get at times. Maybe I am just completely outta practice with this whole dating game and too paranoid. Obviously, I suck at choosing guys so I guess maybe its my own distrust of my judgment that makes me a bit stand-offish. Time will tell! Until then, I’m diggin the fucker. Didn’t think I would, but I do. He does suck for being part of snobville.
This week is going to be hectic. Spawn gets outta school. Projects are gettin busy. Lots to plan on for the house. Lots to work on in the legal battle … which reminds me, Michael’s birthday was yesterday. The lucky bastard got to spend it at the PlayBoy Jazz Festival. I’m not normally one for crowds, but that does sound kinda fun. Makes me wanna check out this year’s jazz cruises. I haven’t gone in a couple years, but I do enjoy them and wouldn’t mind going again.
I’m now installing Limewire on this laptop. I’ve been using this new laptop for mostly work stuff and haven’t been adding many of my “fun” goodies with the exception of Trillian Astra (but I guess that’s really a work tool too). I need to update my MS Office to MS Office Blue (shhh it’s a secret).
Ohhhh in uber nerd news, I am extremely jacked about the new iPhone 3G coming out on July 11th. I have that date marked down as if it were fuckin’ Christmas. It’s cool that Apple is going to release the 2.0 software to current iPhone users, however, I’m one who has to have the latest and greatest new toys. I am also equally impressed by the MobileMe goodies coming as well. Being a fairly new Mac user (I only started on my Mac in January), I must admit that I am slowing becoming more and more of a fan of the Mac and sliding away slowly from my PC love affair. I guess, all in all, Mac seems to be moving more in the direction of my computer / communication needs than windows. I never thought I’d say that, but yeah. I’m becoming such a Mac whore.
I must be off and do some work even though I’m tired as fuck. With the school year coming to a close this week, my work time is being cut into starting on Thursday so I need to knock off a bunch of shit. Fortunately, the summer program starts on June 30th!!!
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