From the Naughty Tweet Crew:

Naughty Tweet Network, parent company of PornStarTweet.com, ALTGirlTweet.com, BBWGirlTweet.com, GayStarTweet.com, WebGirlTweet.com and PornExecTweet.com, announced they will be holding, on Thursday July 2, 2009 from 6pm-9pm PST, the first ever VIRTUAL PornStar TweetUp inside the Virtual 3-D “UtherVerse” on RedLightCenter.com. Hosting the event will be Special Guest Star Ember Reigns (www.ember-reigns.com) and NaughtyTweet’s own Alyss Heart.

“We’ve had such a tremendous response to the PornStar TweetUp parties that we’ve held over the past few months, but we hear one thing over and over that the parties are in Vegas and LA but our fans are all over the world – we heard you!! There are a few 3-D Virtual worlds out there — all of them had rules that just weren’t conducive to the parties we throw. Then we found the UtherVerse, a 3-D Virtual world with dancing, working girls, “party favors”, alcoholic beverages and most importantly the ability to have virtual sex! Now all of our fans around the world can join us at the Red Light Center,” said Alyss Heart (@alyssheart).

The UtherVerse development team developed a BRAND NEW special Virtual venue, Club Naughty Tweet, specifically for this new series of PornStar TweetUp events. The first event will be hosted by the amazing web superstar Ember Reigns (@emberreigns) and her 32F breasts , sponsored by OnHerCam.com, will be there to chat, play and who knows what else on July 2 from 6pm-9pm PST.

Ember Reign said, “The Red Light Center is just awesome, and the cool nightclub that they’ve built is sweet! I’m looking forward to playing with all the fans at the party!”

Naughty Tweet has partnered with OnHerCam.com, SizzlingCamGirls.com and RedLightCenter.com to bring this series of PornStar TweetUp events over the coming months. Fans who want to attend the TweetUp can do so FREE OF CHARGE by signing up for Red Light Center through numerous links located throughout the Naughty Tweet Network of sites, you are encouraged to do so prior to the event time. Fans wanting the ultimate experience should consider signing up for a VIP membership on Red Light Center.

Future event schedule will be announced shortly with Special Guest hosts including some of the biggest names in the adult entertainment world.

“Bring yourself, your friends, girlfriend, wife, or whomever! We’re going to have an amazing time drinking, smoking, and fucking – Virtually – at the First EVER PornStar TweetUp!”

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OnHerCam and SizzlingCamgirls will have some of our models there!  So go register, make your sexy avatar, and get ready to play dirty!

My super awesome friends over at Funnyd00ds.com are always up to no good.  They are the kings of pranks and this is just one of those pranks.  Be sure to also check out their Break.com Profile and subscribe to them there! 

Funny video with a great message.  I guess you’ll get it more if you work in this industry.  But I loved it regardless!

I didn’t want to even have to address it and the substantial bullshit, defamation, and more on Steven’s part.  Frankly, it’s amusing since I know he’s just buttsore over his court loss (ONE DOLLAR from the judge hehe and told it was all hearsay).  Anyway, People will always bash, trash, and do whatever.  I’m still here.  I’m not going anywhere and http://OnHerCam.com is still kicking ass.

If people want to know the truth, I put it all into once nice summary, with documents / court records and other items to back up what I’m saying.  Sorry, none of the infamous Steven cock pics that so many are requesting.  I don’t care to stoop to his level.  Anyway, if you want access to http://nerdlette.com/cwh just drop me an email at abbie@nerdlette.com for the password.  This password will change daily and this page will not stay up for very long as I don’t care to waste the effort or give him any more attention.  Why did I password it?  Because there are items there (documents) discussing spawn and the truth about why I don’t give my real identity to people online and never will.  That’s my only crime it seems.  Other than that, my hard work, efforts, time and ability to make things happen speak for themselves.  Since I left CWH their traffic and rankings have declined rapidly.  Steven has gone through at least 3-4 girls to try and replace me and do all that I did for CWH.  Sales are down.  Yes, I am evil because I directly contributed to the success CWH once was. 

I will NOT allow this drama to become some sorta CWH vs. OHC war of the sites.  I don’t care to drag people into it and make them pick sides.  I’m sorry this battle ever crossed into members, models, and others.  But Steven wanted it this way from the first time he bragged about all his lies on various forums.  I have no ill-will towards CWH, after all, it was my baby.  This is the last you will hear about this or steven on this blog.  Life goes on.  So should you all.

If you had known me years ago when I was in high school, I probably would have told you that I never wanted to have kids, hated kids, never even babysat kids, etc.  I was never really a kid-friendly person.  Obviously that changed.  I love my spawn more than anything on this earth.  I’d have to say the best thing about being a mother is that I get to “re-live” my childhood in some aspects.  When I do things with my spawn that kids and families do, I see things for the first time that I seemed to have missed the first time around when I was a child.  I didn’t have an ideal childhood.  Things within my immediately family were tough and made for a Lifetime movie.  Eventually I went on to become a foster kid, dealt with adoption issues, and more.  To this day, there are family secrets that I am learning about surrounding my existence and birth.  I think that because of my own childhood, I feared becoming a parent and having kids.

Eventually I did become a mom.  I can say that it has completely changed me as a person.  I was a wild child of sorts and when I had my spawn, it was my second wake-up call to the realities of life.  The first was losing Snuffy, but that’s for another blog post. 

I have a child with special needs.  I am the parent that you all stare out in the store when my son blurts out “fuck you, bitch” or takes something off the shelf and throws it down.  I am the parent that you all look at and think “omg, she’s a terrible mom! she should discipline her child!”.  That’s me. 

My son is not “normal” by any means whatsoever.  I’m not going to go into why he is the way he is.  It’s really no one’s business.  But as of late, I find myself facing extremely tough decisions as  parent.  It’s burned into our brains and into our hearts that as parents we have to protect our children.  We have to keep them from harm no matter what it takes.  The worst feeling in the entire world is when you feel as if you have failed in that arena.  You second guess yourself as a person and a parent.

I constantly hear that I am doing all the right things.  I constantly am told that we’re doing all the right therapy, taking all the right steps, doing everything we need to be doing, blah blah blah.  Yes, I’m sure to all the teachers, counselors, therapists, and everyone else that they think I’m doing everything I’m supposed to do.  But I cannot help feeling that I need to do more.  I need to find answers.  I need to protect him. I need to save him.  It’s instinct.  It’s what you do when you love your child.

My son is now in a very very bad place.  It’s ripping my heart apart inside and I’m trying very hard to hold it together myself.  It hurts me that I cannot make his pain go away.  It hurts me that I cannot “cure” him.  It hurts me that I cannot make everything okay.  Now things like “hospitalization”, “residential treatment”, “crisis plan”, and other terms are being thrown around.  He’s 11 and dealing with some very severe adult things and I’m angry that he has to.  It’s not his fault.  He never asked for any of this.  He can’t help the circumstances he’s been dealt.  It all seems very unfair.  As a mother, I want to be able to save my son from himself.  I feel helpless and I’m trying to keep it together on the outside.  Inside, I feel as if I’m falling apart. 

Part of me wants to take some time away from work right now and my relationship with “M” so that I can focus on my son.  But on the other hand, I cannot let it consume me and often times “M” and work are the distractions and the sanctuary I need in order to maintain my own sanity.  I now find myself doing what I did before and throwing myself into work until ungodly hours of the morning just so I don’t have to think about all of this stuff.  

I’m confused and my brain is working overtime right now.  I can’t imagine how he is feeling.

We’ll get through this.